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June 17th, 2006

06:17 pm: I haven't posted in forever. It seems like the only time I ever post is when I have something to bitch about...

Well, I've been good lately.

Until today.

Today was shit. It started with a fight with my dad, me forgeting my work shoes five minutes from work, and wondering why I even attempted to get out of bed. It was honestly one of those days that I could have broken down crying at any moment. Luckily I didn't.

It seems like everytime I come to some kind of happy normality in my life, something has to turn it all around and quite frankly I am sick of it.

I am a happy person and I typically do not let things bother me for long, so lets hope this all passes.

I am rambling horribly...I should go help Jenni make tarts.

Current Mood: distressed
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June 1st, 2006

10:11 pm: im so heartbroken right now. my sabres lost and its all over. no stanley cup. no celebrations. no party. this has truely ruined my night, probably my week, and possibly longer. its just not fair.

Current Mood: beyond repair
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May 27th, 2006

06:43 pm: quicky...
i havent updated in freakin forever! well...im home and lets just say i didnt really have a happy first week here. but then things got better! i went to Hollins to see Jenni and had an amazing time. and now she's home and i am so thankful for that one (what the hell would i do without my twin?)! work is great as usual. and thats really all i have to say right now...

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February 25th, 2006

04:28 pm:

Meet Shane! Isn't he awesome?




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I love my new car! The sound system is amazing! And I got leather with seat warmers...a must for NY winters!



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February 23rd, 2006

10:58 am: i expect comments!
i finally had a day where i stayed happy all day. and the thing is that it wasn't really a good day, i just didnt let things bother me like i usually do.
hell i even got a flat tire! so, I pulled over and changed it in an Autozone parking lot while talking on the phone with michelle!

and work was amazing. it was probably the most fun ive had in a long time there. at one point we were dancing in the office to New Kids on the Block! it was awesome! but, im convinced it was because dave wasnt there!


ok so the important part of the post...i need some more ideas for car names. its a stick shift therefore a boy. the color will be kind of flashy so there is a  possibility that it is gay.
so here is what we have so far:
Shane
Xander
Andre
Fitch
Colby
and Trey

Current Mood: happy
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February 21st, 2006

11:02 am: well i did it. i bought a new car. ill admit is was a bit overwhelming but making an impulse decision that rapes you of $20,000 is something everyone should do at least once!!

anyway...its a 2006 Chevy Cobalt SS. its a standard with a sunroof and a sound system! but i dont have it yet because they didnt have any that i wanted on the lot. but soon...hopefully if they dont have to special order it. and i will post pictures when i get it! yay! i am so excited!

Current Mood: yay!
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February 13th, 2006

08:21 pm: i want to know...
this thing is cool! do it...please.

http://kevan.org/johari?name=stargirl1186

Current Mood: curious
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February 9th, 2006

03:37 pm:

lets see...

I AM SO SICK OF BLOWING MY NOSE!

i thought i was better, i guess im not. i cant really breathe very well. and it sucks.

 

on a brighter note: 

PHILADELPHIA TOMORROW!

yay! im so excited!



Current Mood: stuffy
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January 26th, 2006

12:42 pm: "just for the record, the weather today
slightly sarcastic with a good chance of rain"


i dont want to go to class...i have a quiz and i didnt study. suprize suprize...

Current Mood: panic at the disco
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January 24th, 2006

11:03 pm: trouble
disaster
anxiety
hurt
pain
loneliness
wishfull thinking
nightmares
failure
dissapointment
breaking point
shakey
exhausted
foolish
fed up
angry
depressed

Current Mood: blank
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January 22nd, 2006

02:01 pm: eh...i dont know what im doing!

today is the only day ive had to sleep in and everyone was calling me. i got calls from work and from everyone in my family! they woke me up at 11! which i know doesnt sound that early but it is! so now im tired.

i get to go home today...yay! ive been at andy's for almost 2 weeks but he is moving back today...so i get to sleep in my own bed!!!

roddick lost last night! saddness. now davenport is the last american in the australian open.

yeah i think im just rambling now so im going to go do something semi productive before i have to go to work. so...later!

Current Mood: thirsty
Current Music: backstreet boys?!? hehe!
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December 28th, 2005

02:26 pm: i got my new tattoo!

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this was right after so its still a bit red!

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November 22nd, 2005

12:23 pm:

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:

You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

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November 9th, 2005

12:37 pm: well i went to the Dashboard concert last night in buffalo. it was amazing. He played a 2 1/2 hour set. all of my favorite songs. it was truely awesome...
and then there was that girl. we were packed in toward the stage with no room to move and for the first four songs i had this random girl dancing/grinding on me. who the fuck dances to dashboard anyway. it was so disturbing. she was literally using me as her pole! ahh! and before anyone else asks...no she wasnt really hot.

anyway...i have to get motivated. i have all of this work building up and i dont want to do any of it. and on top of regular homework, tests, group projects, and papers i have to decorate the lobby of work for King Kong. pain in my ass. and im the only one doing it. and throw in some kind of life in there and i dont have time to sleep. ick.

i cant wait until december 17th. ill be home for 3 weeks with absolutely nothing to do. well except my 25 page internship paper...but im not counting that. i wont have school or work and its going to be like heaven. and i get to see everyone. yay!

Current Mood: busy
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November 1st, 2005

11:28 am: i woke up in a genuinly good mood this morning. its warm and fall like and i got everything that i needed done.

ive decided im going back to my old house today. the one in lyndon. so many memories...some i dont want to remember. but im excited.

.....

Current Mood: happy
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October 11th, 2005

10:43 am: i thought we decided the next time you were going to break my heart you would tell me first
midterm break kind of sucked. today is the last day of freedom before work and school and people are back in my life. im going to try to make the best of it. wish me luck.

to do:
-all the homework ive put off the last week
-clean my complete disaster of a room
-crafts to make me happy, which involve shopping to make me happier

Current Mood: im over it
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October 7th, 2005

09:47 am:
Haughty Intellectual
You are 71% Rational, 42% Extroverted, 28% Brutal, and 57% Arrogant.
You are the Haughty Intellectual. You are a very rational person, emphasizing logic over emotion, and you are also rather arrogant and self-aggrandizing. You probably think of yourself as an intellectual, and you would like everyone to know it. Not only that, but you also tend to look down on others, thinking yourself better than them. You could possibly have an unhealthy obsession with yourself as well, thus causing everyone to hate you for being such an elitist twat. On top of all that, you are also introverted and gentle. This means that you are just a quiet thinker who wants fame and recognition, in all likelihood. Rather lacking in emotion, introspective, gentle, and arrogant, you are most certainly a Haughty Intellectual! And, most likely, you will never achieve the recognition or fame you so desire! Sweet!


To put it less negatively:

1. You are more RATIONAL than intuitive.

2. You are more INTROVERTED than extroverted.

3. You are more GENTLE than brutal.

4. You are more ARROGANT than humble.


Compatibility:

Your exact opposite is the Schoolyard Bully. (Bullies like to beat up nerds, after all.)

Other personalities you would probably get along with are the Braggart, the Hand-Raiser, and the Robot.

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If you scored near fifty percent for a certain trait (42%-58%), you could very well go either way. For example, someone with 42% Extroversion is slightly leaning towards being an introvert, but is close enough to being an extrovert to be classified that way as well. Below is a list of the other personality types so that you can determine which other possible categories you may fill if you scored near fifty percent for certain traits.

The other personality types:

The Emo Kid: Intuitive, Introverted, Gentle, Humble.

The Starving Artist: Intuitive, Introverted, Gentle, Arrogant.

The Bitch-Slap: Intuitive, Introverted, Brutal, Humble.

The Brute: Intuitive, Introverted, Brutal, Arrogant.

The Hippie: Intuitive, Extroverted, Gentle, Humble.

The Televangelist: Intuitive, Extroverted, Gentle, Arrogant.

The Schoolyard Bully: Intuitive, Extroverted, Brutal, Humble.

The Class Clown: Intuitive, Extroverted, Brutal, Arrogant.

The Robot: Rational, Introverted, Gentle, Humble.

The Haughty Intellectual: Rational, Introverted, Gentle, Arrogant.

The Spiteful Loner: Rational, Introverted, Brutal, Humble.

The Sociopath: Rational, Introverted, Brutal, Arrogant.

The Hand-Raiser: Rational, Extroverted, Gentle, Humble.

The Braggart: Rational, Extroverted, Gentle, Arrogant.

The Capitalist Pig: Rational, Extroverted, Brutal, Humble.

The Smartass: Rational, Extroverted, Brutal, Arrogant.





My test tracked 4 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender:


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 You scored higher than 62% on Rationality

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 You scored higher than 41% on Extroversion

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 You scored higher than 26% on Brutality

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 You scored higher than 65% on Arrogance
Link: The Personality Defect Test written by saint_gasoline on OkCupid Free Online Dating, home of the 32-Type Dating Test


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09:28 am: well...i really want to post and i cant find anything to say. there is so much here but nothing that will be right on the screen.

last night i couldnt sleep so i figured out that i will be coming home in 2 months and 9 days. it seems so far away. ive gone longer. it just sucks.

Current Mood: droopy
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September 5th, 2005

01:21 pm: class...work...back to normal. though not enjoying work to much anymore. maybe ill just stick it out til the end of november (so i can see Harry Potter first) and then look for another job.
its nice out today and i want to play tennis. anyone want to join?
ok class starts in 7 minutes. economics...AI...and then home!
later!

Current Mood: pretty much happy for now
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July 18th, 2005

01:39 pm: 2 days. i read it in 2 days. it would have been 1 if had not been for that pesky thing called work! and all i have to say is:

J.K. Rowling is a complete and total genuis, but how could she do that to me?

Current Mood: so upset
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